Wednesday, June 3, 2009

time will tell and heal everything

time has come, and i need to forget what happen. Because it already did... I know that in my heart im still not ok... But if i continue to be miserable, she is just going to laugh at me...

Now, seeing the big picture, i do have all the time to excel... I have offers left and right... But will I accepting them? to change me... Will I sacrifice what is I think is right? Will I let go on the person that I really Love? That is looking for more, and what i cant give...

So many question but the answer are so few, I don't know but I believe, That some things are meant to be, I never thought that dreams came true, But you showed me that they do, I believe that destiny, Is out of our control, And you'll never live until you love, With all your heart and soul...

And all of the answer that i can think of is...

You're my piece of mind, in this crazy world, You're every thing I've tried to find, When the time comes to embrace, For one long last wine, We can laugh about how time really flies, We won't say goodbye, 'Cause true love never dies...

Would you still know my name? Will it be the same? I must be strong, and carry on. Cause I know NOW, I don't belong...

Would you hold my hand? Would you help me stand? I'll find my way, through night and day Cause I know I just can't stay...

Beyond the door, There's peace I'm sure, And I know there'll be no more...

But if time will tell, if you and i will share, and the only person that will be happy is not us, but our children...

Sunday, May 17, 2009

my simple but meaningful wish...

noong pag ka graduate ko ng college, the only wish that i really wanted, is to be happy and for the person that i will love so much and give her everything to love me back, kahit na oo alam ko n maaring ganito ang mangyari, n sya ang duminante, sya ang magaling sya ang parang magiging sabihin na natin n parang tatay sa relasyon namin, that ok, i know that the person that i will get married with will understand me and also see that i can change. yon lang talaga ang gusto ko, dahil pag dating ng araw n nakuha namin lahat, ma pagiisipan namin ang mga memorise, good and bad, think and thin, parang sa kasal, sabi nga, "I (state your name) take you, (your husband/wife name), to be my husband/wife. I promise to be true to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. I will love and honor you all the days of my life." ang sarap pakingan tapos nakahiga kayo sa kama, iniisip nyo ang mga napagdaanan nyo at ang sasabihin nyo n we made the goal...
 
hay, bakit nga kaya walang "and they all live happily ever after", lahat kung hindi ang lalaki o babae ang hindi makakintindi, magkakamali, magkakaaway o magkakagulo. lahat hahantong sa wala... parang ang pinagsamahan nyo ay babali walain, dahil sa mga hindi n makuntento ang isat isa, sa mga bagay n hindi n maibigay, mayroon naghahanap n hindi makapaghintay, na may bagay n sobra n pero hindi maintindihan, oo we do all make sacrifices, want to make our family happy and strong. pero, kapag bumigay ang isa, lahat sira, ang mga planong matutupad palang, biglang maglalaho, ang trust n binigay mo sa taong minahal mo for so many years ay mawawala.

meron akong narinig n kwento n nagtratrabaho ang asawa nyang lalaki s ibang bansa, tapos the girl had affair with another person, that lead to badthings, nalaman noong lalaki, pero at the end nagkabalikan sila, if this can happen to them, ano pa kaya sa ibang tao, kayo, ano gagawin nyo kung ganito ang nangyari, magagawa mo bang mag patawad? maaatim mo pabang magsama kung ganoon ang nangyari sa asawa mo... mapapatawad mo paba sya... out of love, out off fear, no more trust, makukuha nyo pabang magpatawad at mahalin

ako, kung sa akin ito mangyayari, she need to win my trust back, because i might not be able to love her back like i love her so... If the spark is gone, then its going to be hopeless...

kayo, ano ang gawin nyo...?

Friday, May 15, 2009

Horror Scope...

Just read this on my friendster acct...

Daily Horoscopes

Leo (Jul 23 - Aug 22)

Overview
Are you hanging on to some cherished idea or plan that has long outlived its usefulness? Now might be the time for you to try something new, even if it means turning your life inside-out for a bit.

In Detail
You're not the kind of person who can be happy just coasting through life -- you need a dash of intrigue or an exciting challenge to keep you satisfied. Luckily, your wish will probably come true today. Take the more difficult route and see what the universe has in store for you. Yeah, opting for a harder row to hoe will be tiring, but it will also be more rewarding. It's time to build your pride and feed your hungry ego a great big feast.



what a big surprise... hehehe...

Friday, May 8, 2009

goals, short and long terms...

All people has goals, people that wants to be successful in life, happiness and family. Now im at 30, and still working, what is my goal? what do i want to be, to be happy? yes everyone wants to be happy... especially me, the only thing that i'm missing is vision, vision on what might lay ahead. I dont want to just work for the rest of my life, i want to have a stable business, but how can i achieve all of that? how can i be the person responsible enough that my family will say that he has work hard for it. Now, to tell you honestly. we dont have any savings. Thinking of it deeply, Oh shit...

The only thing that i can do is just to save money...

But, why do some people just leave to work and be happy, are they already satisfied on what they? Some also sacrifice the happiness on being together, just to be happy... Like people going abroad. Some people do think that is right, that should be done.

Having a business, and still working, but some just go to work everyday, live the life that they think they are happy with. Are they really happy about that... I know its not luck, but it perseverances, hard work, that why they get everything.

My goals before my daughter birthday is to pass the silver certification and become a BS analyst. I know i can do it with hard work. I can prove to them that I'm worthy of doing this decision... The only thing that I request, is please wait. You have sacrifice so many things now its my turn...

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Our beautiful God given gift... Zoe Angela Rosales

From mommy, daddy, zoe
Ano ba masasabi ko sa anak namin, hay, sobrang talino, bibo, lambing, kulit, ang always wants to search and explore different thing in her surroundings, nasa Teletech pakami noon at nag apply ako dito sa APC, i was hired, and was excited to work here next to our home town, but the most good news that i was able to get at that time was, I notice that there was some changes happened to mywife, changes that we where not expecting, well, in short, matagal namin hinintay talaga ang anak namin, for 5 years, we never planned of having her at that time, but she asked me to buy a pregnancy test, so i bought the cheap once at a local drug store, when i got home, i gave her the pregnancy test and she woke me up and said that it was positive, at first i was shook, but realizing that it might be the long wait that we have waited, and when we got at the office, i bought the expensive pregnancy test available at that time, so we went to the office, and she use the pregnancy test, and it was also positive. To my joy at that time, i have shown the test to all of my team mates and said that i'm going to be a daddy, the joy was really indescribable, i was happy i wanted to cry, but all i know is we are going to be a complete family.

So what happened is i sacrifice my application hear at apc and stayed with my wife to guide her for the next 9 months... Grace always crave on apple, buko juice, shakes, and pop corn. Everyday she ask me to go to Mall of Asia and buy it. I was not tired on doing it everyday just for her, but i know it was also for our baby.

So after 9 months, the has come, grace call me and said that her water broke... And was in a shock mode that i said we need to get to the hospital, after 30 minutes going to teletech roxas to our place at imus, i said, ready everything so we can go ahead and ready for the hospital, it took 24 hours before Zoe Angela Rosales has come to our world, i was so excited to her and also grace, she has a beautiful eyes, cute lips and eyes like her mommy has... hay, it's like i dont want to go anywhere and stay with my daughter... I told grace, that I was really a very lucky person, to have her and my daughter. I love them so much...

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

story of how we met, became one and complete...

hey, this is the first time im going to do this on public, just wanted to share this, My name is Archie, this blog is all about how I met my one and only, It's started on a beautiful day, i was out at work, and decided to go at Quiapo o get a part of my TV that has blown, i was hesitant on riding a bus, because traffic at that time was really not good, so i decided to ride the LRT, i walk to the stairs paying for the fee, and enter the railway, and after for 1 minute, someone approach me and said that can i borrow your cellphone, at that time my cellphone was only a 3310, she said she need to contact her friend regarding there summer outing, i look at her from head to toe and said yes... and after the a while i heard her arguing with the phone, lucky that i had a load at that time, so i let her call, after a minute i notice that she was not talking to her friends but to her boyfriend, i ask why are you asking where your boyfriend is, is he aware that you are hear at the lrt? she said no. and she laid down the problem... I was shock, telling her, what in the world is your boyfriend thinking... Looking at her, she look's like a serious person, a person who wants to achieve so many things in life, not only to be settled with love, but also a good wife, thinking og the possibilities on what might happen, when her BF came, I told her that i will be a look out and check if the girl is already here., i decided that if this girl has seen her BF with another girl, she might freak out, i told her that her BF already rode the first LRT, so what we did is we also ride the second train and again she used my cellphone and ask where is he. her BF told her that, he was still in grand central, and she said no, you already ride the train, and they had a little argument, going down the stairs at edsa, she looks very lost, i told her to pull her self together and just be her, there will be a change and it was for the better, after that i told her that im going to a person that i was courting at that time, she wanted to go with me, and i let her, just to let her a helping hand. and after that i decided to go to another place, that was filinvest, in alabang, i went to the amusement center, because she said that it was a good place, ok, we go there and it was a lot of fun, we rode the roller coaster, and after all the happiness, we ate, and then watch a movie. all of the sudden, i heard some one crying, its was her, i said, let go and im sorry if i forced you to watch this movie, (the beach). well it was 7 pm, and still i had no sleep at that time, so when we rode the fx, i was so sleepy and she always tickled me, and i always woke up... it was funny, but it felt strange, i don't know, but its like there was a connection.


Anyway, days passed and she called up and said if i can meet her and talk to her, we met at binakayan jollibee, where there was a birthday celebration, its was my cousins 7 Birthday, my family thought that she was my girls friends but i told them no, she is my friend, after that they she had talk to me on the phone, sometimes for 1 hour even 2, also on my cellphone, One day, i was invited to go to her house just to have dinner, i was preparing the adobo, and all of the sudden a guys come in and said, paalisin mo sya, nagulat ako dahil sabi ko, good evening pow, and i know that it was her BF, nag wala. kala ko mag pang aabot kami, pero she was not willing to talk to her in that manner so the guy went to grace room and took every dress, shirt that she has, and put it on a bag, lucky at that time her mom went home and he was stopped, the guy even said that we needed to talk, but i told him, maybe nextime, i do have to go to work... when i got at the office, the only person that i was thinking was her, if she is safe, if she is ok, i called her and said that her BF gone home. hay, it was good to know that she was safe.


Days passed, I found myself, thinking about her, one time, i called her and cried and said that I have fallen with a person that I cant be with, that she might not be ready yet, because of the past, I told her its complicated, but she said if there is anything that she can help with, she will help. I said, can we go to tagaytay and just explore or relax, she said yes...

The day has come, we went to tagaytay, first was going to picnic groove, wasted time, and then lunch came and we had gone to Mcdonalds at 3 pm. We ordered some fries and burgers and went to a hotel in tagaytay, i forgot the place, but anyway, i felt that this is the time to say it to her, to tell her na manliligaw ako. She said ikaw, but dont expect anything from me, I was happy about what she said, and told her that i will not expecting anything.

Months past and it was a beautiful evening, it was a full moon, stars where shinning and it was perfect night... she wanted to buy a snack and we had gone to the store, out of no where, i was playing with her and suddenly by accident kiss her on the lips, she look at me, i dont know if she was disappointed, angry, but after that we talk and said n kami na. I was so happy, that i was able to get her love and trust.